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27 Sep 2012 


I can't sleep tonight. It's been a while since I've had one of these nights, so this is weird. I've tried reading, I've tried "counting sheep", I've tried all kinds of stuff, but it seriously hasn't done anything. I could try meditating, or something, I guess. But also I can't find my wallet, and for some reason random things like that keep me awake at night. I honestly thought I was over this insomnia shit. I got a new bed and have usually been sleeping better, so I hope this isn't any sort of new development where my new bed has becomes ineffective. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow at all. I just...gah! Something in my head just isn't quite right. I'm a little messed up lately. I try to write in my journal but lately that hasn't been doing much. I just end each day more tired than the last.

Remind me to show Becca how to do this...

And the song of the...night?

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24 Sep 2012 

Why I Shower

"The darkness wasn't on the horizon, or looming overhead; no, the darkness was already inside, consuming me. It rolled off my skin like a thick fog and curled itself around my ankles. It filled my lungs like smoke until I couldn't breathe. No, there wasn't darkness on the horizon, the darkness was already back in full force and attacking relentlessly."

^ exactly why I shower ^

Anyway...I had like four different ideas of what I wanted to post after I got that up. Um, a lot of things have been happening in my head and nothing seems to be quite right. I think my friend Hannah messed things up with Garett for me. She told him that I was making a joke out of his feelings. I'm not the touchy feely type most of the time, but I'm not about to make fun of him for being honest. Right now I can feel some of my depression coming back. I've done a good job, lately, with keeping myself busy and focused so that I don't really have the energy to think about anything too...profound. I'm just tired. Always. I want to break down and cry about nothing. Unless you really think about it, then I'm crying about everything. I'll be honest, I just deleted half of this paragraph because I was saying so much that shouldn't be said to the public. And I've deleted it all before for fear that someone I know is going to read it. Someone that wouldn't understand, but might try to understand. I can't even begin to describe the pain that I'm in. I'm out guys. I'll post something happier another time. There's just a lot that I wish I could have said.

- Kelly R. Koontz

Also, I don't know if Becca wants me to do the song of the day thing, too, but if so here is my song

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16 Sep 2012 

I Love Coffee

 So, Hi. I'm Rebecca.

: Dark Brown hair, green eyes, somewhat tall for a girl.
Age: somewhere in the middle of my teens
Bands: Defanatly includes My Chemical Romance, Hinds, Avange Sevenfold, Black Veil Brides, Alesana, LeATHERMOUTH, Black Keys, Falling in Reverse, Blink 182, Seether, Unkle, Psychostick, Florence and the Machine, Foster the People, Bats for Lashes, and Boweling for Soup.
and a trillion others.  It might be easier to say I just love music, and anything that doesn't sound normal tends to be my favorite. I love the awkward bands like  
Things I Can't Do: I can't spell to save my life, much less anyone elses, so don't stone me, Kellz will do that for ya.

I'm not sure if there is anything left to say so I will end this with the song of the day which happens to be a tie between Black Cat by Mayday Parade and Monster by Meg & Dia.

-Rebecca S. Herring
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16 Sep 2012 


Mwahaha! I beat Becca in posting first! But then again her computer is slower than a snail. Ok, so I've been really excited to post, but I'm completely new to the blogosphere...that's a lie, I have like twelve blogs, but I never understood the point of them until...a couple of weeks ago probably. To be completely honest, our posts will probably be about our everyday life. I'm wanting to post all of the things that I do that may be considered "Immoral" or "illegal" or maybe even a little "taboo" but I get the feeling that Becca would slit my throat, so until I talk to her, I'll probably just post some random jibberish about whatever happened this weekend...this blog could be listed under parenting now that I really think about it...

Also, absolutely nobody has looked at this blog yet, so I'm not completely sure who I'm writing to, but I'll go ahead and tell a little about myself and I'll leave Becca's "profile" to her.

I'm Kelly, I like to write poetry, short stories, and music. I read less than I used to, but a good book is a good book. I play Xbox which amazes some people because I am in fact of the female gender. Becca will scold me for this, but I am fifteen years old. I like Rocky Horror Picture Show, I play clarinet, I listen to alternative rock, classic rock, SOME country, a little Dubstep, not rap, not pop, not anything considered "popular" by everyone else my age. If you can't tell I like the use of quotation marks to help emphasis what I type and enhance my blatant sarcasm. I'm good with technology, but no genius. I want to play guitar, but can't afford to buy one. I'm slightly obsessed with boys (i.e. right now I have a boyfriend - Garett  - but continue to hit on Colin - my ex, Marcus - my brother's best friend, Tyler - a saxaphone player in band who is really kind of a jackass, Tharin - the guy that Becca would kill if she had the chance, and I still feel like I'm missing some people) That was mostly a warning. I love cheese like nobody's business. I constantly talk shit on my brother because he's lazy, just got kicked out of the house and has no job. Music is an escape for me. And one of the most important things to know about me is that I love ♥ My Chemical Romance ♥ They are my favorite band and there is no changing that. And the most important thing to know about me? Becca is my best friend. If shit goes down and anything happens to threaten her or piss her off or anything hostile is directed at her - I will go off. Too much shit has happened for me to let something as petty as that get to me too bad, but also too much shit has happened for to just sit by and let things go.

That's it. Good luck keeping me happy, guys.

- Kelly R. Koontz
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15 Sep 2012 

An Explanation

All pictures, writings, (i.e. poetry, short stories, fanfictions, etc.), or anything else that we may happen to post out of sheer boredom is #1, ours. and #2 just because we wanted to post them and really don't care what you say. This blog is mostly for fun and because quizilla has gotten boring over the years. Hopefully this won't turn into the social networking sites that we never pay any attention to. Comments are appreciated, but don't be insulted if we argue against you or delete a rude comment or one that proves us wrong. It's nothing personal, Kellz just doesn't like being wrong. She also is disappointed that she just wrote about herself in the third person. That's twice today. *rebecca: awkward!*

In case you were too stupid to gather, there are two of us writing this blog. one is Rebecca, and I'm Kelly/Kellz, whatever letter you think ends the alphabet. Mostly this blog is for our writing or however we want to express ourselves, our general opinions, or our general views of the world without judgement. Mainly because we're bored and our friendship has grown quiet, and this is how we hope to revive it...right. Most accounts that are likely to be expressed in this blog are true, unless they are false. Usually we will say so, but no promises. Ummmmmmmmmmmm, I think that's everything. Anything else, we'll cross the bridge when we come to it. Auf weidersehen, bitches. And eff you in French.

- Sincerely,
Kellz and Rebecca

but mainly Kellz

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